"It Hits Hard"
The world crashes down
I look to your eyes
Silence is my breath
That feeling of lust
I talk my heart out
Screams of emotion
Im out on a limb
Crushed down by the beauty
Dead beauty
That one word echoes
"Too Much Mascara, Not Enough Eyeliner"
Side step!
Bow-tie locked
Shoes shine
Like Sin On A Sunday
Side step!
Side step!
Back to the start
Hands on her hips
Hands on her hips
Hands on her throat
Tighten up the noose
Tighten up the noose
The man of the hour
Dancing in your blood
Side step!
Side step!
Tuesday, 9 September 2014
Sunday, 7 September 2014
Doing The Waltz With Your Murderer // Badd Blood
This is the first post in a while; frankly I just haven't felt like posting, maybe theres been nothing to tell, maybe there has been and I just haven't realised but whatever it was its now broken.
As of right now I'm in a state of not really knowing - I mean I dont know if I'm happy just now.
I'm in my dream job - sure and I am enjoying it and theres this chick there that I kinda really like and would love for something to happen with. Thing is I dont think (if ANYTHING was to happen) that it'd be smart, being with someone you work with could be tricky and whatever.
Something else is just I dont feel myself, yet I feel more like myself than ever. I feel that aesthetically I am myself again; I look great and feel so much confidence with how I LOOK, but when it comes to internally, and how I am actually feeling and stuff I just dont know. I feel I've lost motivation on things that were, and still are, important to me - working out used to be my thing, and I got to a place where I was really happy with how I looked, definition and everything. Now I've felt myself just slip away and kinda lose that motivation. Could it be simply just a tiredness of it? I have been slaving away at the same sort of routine for like a year now. Or is it that I have become lazy? Hell, could be because lately I have been so exhausted from work that spending two hours every night doing intense workouts just didn't sound appealing? Maybe my body has just given up and wants a prolonged rest? Heck it could be all of these, or even none of them!!
I dont know, maybe I'm being too serious, or maybe I'm not being serious enough. Maybe I'm overthinking some things, yet maybe I'm not thinking enough about them.
I guess that right now my life is throwing me alot of "maybe's" and not enough answers.
As of right now I'm in a state of not really knowing - I mean I dont know if I'm happy just now.
I'm in my dream job - sure and I am enjoying it and theres this chick there that I kinda really like and would love for something to happen with. Thing is I dont think (if ANYTHING was to happen) that it'd be smart, being with someone you work with could be tricky and whatever.
Something else is just I dont feel myself, yet I feel more like myself than ever. I feel that aesthetically I am myself again; I look great and feel so much confidence with how I LOOK, but when it comes to internally, and how I am actually feeling and stuff I just dont know. I feel I've lost motivation on things that were, and still are, important to me - working out used to be my thing, and I got to a place where I was really happy with how I looked, definition and everything. Now I've felt myself just slip away and kinda lose that motivation. Could it be simply just a tiredness of it? I have been slaving away at the same sort of routine for like a year now. Or is it that I have become lazy? Hell, could be because lately I have been so exhausted from work that spending two hours every night doing intense workouts just didn't sound appealing? Maybe my body has just given up and wants a prolonged rest? Heck it could be all of these, or even none of them!!
I dont know, maybe I'm being too serious, or maybe I'm not being serious enough. Maybe I'm overthinking some things, yet maybe I'm not thinking enough about them.
I guess that right now my life is throwing me alot of "maybe's" and not enough answers.
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