I'm Not In Love // Regret Not

So its late, and its been some time but meh - not gonna sleep for a while so thought why not, theres been a few things thats happened since the last post.

The first thing, and probably the most constant, is that my toe is still broken and getting worse; to the point that on Monday I actually passed out because of the pain and all.
Now I've had some heavy stuff happen to me (I've been concussed once, I've been knocked out about 2 or 3 times, I've blacked out from pain, I've walked around with a burst appendix (and shoulda dies really), I've been run down, fights all that stuff), but this time was honestly the scariest.  I lay on my bed and woke up a minute or two later not knowing what the hell had happened.
Everyone I've talked to about it, I've made light of it and passed by it as a 'whatever' sorta thing: but honestly it scared me so much, and still does thinking of it.  Just sorta like a wake up call that maybe pushing myself to walk miles a day isn't the best thing to do, and doing 2 hours of working out at night isn't helping.  I keep on being told by friends and even the doctors to try and take it easy - just do what I can do.  I cant do this; I cant let the idea of pain get to me, I've always tried to not let anything stop me and push through.  I've always been like that, and always will be.

Soooooooooo, what else, oh right yeah so I've talked about this CollectorMania thangy on Saturday and how I am so fucking stoked for it, like so damn excited to go to one of these things and hang with some awesome folks!
Thing is, my shirt for Han Solo STILL ain't here, and I leave tomorrow, pretty much after work so I have to HOPE like a muddafucka that it shows up tomorrow morning, so I can race through to pick it up, to race back through to race to work...tomorrow should be fun

Ehhh, I dont know I have loads of money nowadays so I have been spending way too much, like even I know myself that I have spent too much, whilst spending it!! but damn, its nice to be earning money again and earning it from a job that I love and am actually interested in.
*plus the discount is pretty rockin'*

Now now now, em not too sure what to else to say/type, oh I still haven;t watched Batman Returns since my obsession started a week ago, so theres that.

But I now think I'm just talking ass, so I guess I'll stop here.

*EDIT, Added*
The Shining gives me a boner!!