My Door // Celebrating The Life And Times Of A Serial Psychotic

First post in a while I think, bleh I feel so sick and just want to sleep forever...or atleast until my tonsils go back to their normal size and my nose unblocks.

I have had a good week though, apart from today; I got to see Converge on Tuesday which was fun-ish, like Converge were good live, nice band to tick off the gig-bucket list, but the support was just not my thing at all, proper Norwegian Heavy Metal; no thank you!!

During Tuesday (the DAY part) I spent most of it in Edinburgh, the Fringe was on so there were loads of people all over the fucking shop...I dont like people very much.

To be fair I did go to a H&M in Edinburgh that was pretty insane and got a bunch of awesome stuff so that was nice I guess.

The next day I got to see '68 live, but first I was so damn lucky to get to actually hang with the band and then interview them.  This is a night that I will not soon forget, like really - one of the best nights of my entire life.  I'm sorta burned out on talking about it, so I'll just say it was great and I really hope I can get to do these things more often!

Now though, on to today; sucked so hard.  I woke up with my tonsils being like double their size and instantly felt like shit.  After not sleeping very much I went out and should have had a great fun day out but was a grumpy ass so bummed everyone else around me out which was pretty gay of me.  Then it started pissing of rain, which I normally love...WHEN I'M ON THE FUCKING INSIDE!!
Got back to my flat and one of our flatmates is moving out this month, which though wasn't too much of a shock was still startling and really just bummed me out much more.

Now I'm here and I'm looking back on the day and wondering if the whole adrenaline of the week has worn off?  Am I gonna be bummed out now that I really dont have anything big to look forward to?  Am I just burnt out and need some proper rest?  Am I asking too many questions/am I becoming the Riddler?

All I know is that for the next few days I'm gonna be super grumpy and feeling bleh, which means no working out for atleast tonight, hopefully I can have a sturdier day tomorrow and get some balance to my day - try and just relax enough that I have energy to workout at night and feel like sucking the days' cock.

Until next time, go fuck yourself!