Tuesday, 12 August 2014

Silence My Lust And Breath Upon My Anguish

I'm wanting to maybe start doing these every day, or close to - frankly I feel so good about just getting my thoughts and feelings out there, whether people are reading these or not - I am and its helping ME so that's the most important thing just now.


*FYI, for those that dont know I have the HUGEST crush on Ramona Flowers, like for real, such a huge crush on her!!*


Today I went out and just tried to clear my head; get some space on my own and just try and get all the stupid stuff that has been plaguing me this Summer.
Its been a weird holiday; I've had the highest of highs but also felt the lowest of lows so many times, infact I've been tip-topping from one extreme to the next with very little time spent in the middle.  I've either been extremely happy and overjoyed or I've just wanted to end everything and felt so fucking low.  This has started to affect friendships and such that I NEED to erase this and try and find myself back to the middle ground and have a stable settlement there.  I cant do the extremes anymore, physically and emotionally.


I went through most of that stuff last night so I guess I'll move on, frankly after today I do feel slightly better about myself and my situation.
Today I went and caught Guardians Of The Galaxy and man it was great, well maybe not great but really damn good ha!
Its very different from any other Marvel film, like in every way its different but damn it worked and all thats went through my head since is how awesome it would be if Marvel was able to get the rights back for Spiderman and X-Men.  Meh, dorkiness aside, really enjoyed it and was just nice to go myself and just relax and get out of my head for a few hours (which isn't easy for me to do, at all).
Also, man is Chris Pratt gonna become a star now, like he's destined to become the new face of the Marvel franchise and I see him as this generations Harrison Ford - he's already got the starring role in Jurassic World too, which will no doubt spawn some sort of sequel not to mention the numerous Marvel projects he's gonna now be part of.


Onto the usual stuff, well I'm about half an hour away from raging a workout, my new regime though is that I WILL have two days off a week, to let my body heal and relax.
Talking of healing, its also 2 weeks till I get surgery *yay* so for a few days after that my old fashioned candy ass wont be walking all too well, but it'll fix a problem I've had now for I dont know, maybe two months, something like that - the pain'll be worth it.

Oh, and also decided today (via an amazing idea from a friend) that for a comic sorta convention in a few weeks, I'm dressing up as Han Solo, which is gonna rock all kinds of ass!!

Super stocked for it, should be fine as fuck and a great experience.

Ehhhh, thats it just now I guess.  'til tomorrow I guess - adios for now!!

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